........my life??

           before i start my story..about my life that i am handling right now..i hope that you  will not be shock or wat..okay...

          aun let us start...hmm..

         aun...marami ngsasabi n si mara maganda ang buhay..ganyan..masaya...walang problema hinahawakan..kasi masayahin cya..kaya niya lahat gawin...lahat ng bagay....na ipapagawa naten maganda kasi ang nagalaga at mabait..ang magulang.... pero to tell you the truth guys..my life is not happy ...because...as of now...i'm not living with my parents..i'm just living with my tito and tita..kasi c papa may ibang asawa...and nagwowork minsan s ibang country...and my mom...i don't know where she is...kung nasa heaven b cya..kung nasa ibang bansa ba cya...iniwan niya b ako..ayaw b niya ako...wat i mean ayaw b niya samen..:( i always think of her..why she left me...actually nalaman k lng ung story about s mom k is my lolo who pass away last year january1.soo..i was sad that time..that he passed away ..marami ako..sana gusto malalaman about kay mama.. kaso di ko alam kung panu k sisimulan  magtanung nung buhay pa cya...kasi...ang hirap kasi mag salita...at nung time na un...he was very weak.. actually i was maybe 11 or 12 ata..nalaman k ung boung katotohanan..pero i was hapi that time kasi...sinabi niya...lahat...pero deep inside hindi...nung time na sinabi niya un....nagrebelde ako..di amn...rebeldeng magpapakamatay ako...ung hindi ako...namansin and di kumaen at lumabas ng kwarto for one wik... perohindi alam...ng relatives k...n alam  k ung buong story...at di din nila alam n cnabi saken ni lolo...kasi lolo and i kept a promise..aun..

         it is really painful...na nalaman k ...na i don't have mom...and the sad part here is...HINDI AKO PINAGLABAN NG MOM KO S DAD NIYA...grabe..it is really painful...ireally cried...grabe..parang ako tanga akala k..nanay at tatay k cla lola at lolo.. i don't know y my papa did't want to tell me habang maaga pa...as of now...i keep on waiting for him to tell him the whole truth about mama..ewan k  ba...bakit ganun..c papa walang lakas..na loob n sabihin saken...ung katotohanan...pero...ayaw k rin sabhin kay papa ang lahat n nlalaman k kasi..ayaw k rin cya...nasasaktan..at maalala p niya ung past niya...aun..pero...okay lng....saken...masaya ako...s nagaalaga saken kasi...sinusupportahan nila ako...kaht wala sla...nandyan amn..cla tito at tita...na walang sawa s pag aalaga saken ...

         at isa pa...kahit minsan ginagawa nila ako...slave s bhay kaya minsan pag nakikita niyo ako pagod hagard sa pag pasok..alam n..pero...okaylng..atlis ginagawa ko...ung part k s bahay and besides un din ang kapalit ng pagaalaga nila saken....at pagpapaaral saken kaya lakeng pasasalamat k s kanila n mae tumayong magulang ko...lalo n ngayon pumupunta ako kay lola kasi..mae saket cya..kailangan niya ng magaalaga...and ngiisa lng cya s bhay dahil nag karoon ng family konflict kaya aun...:( kami ni tita minsan c kuya(tito) ang nagssacrifice...for our lola..:) andwe madeour promise to lolo n we aregoing to take care of lola...and not to leave her..no matter wat happened..kaya aun...kinakaya k lng lahat ng problema..kaya minsan s naaapekktuhan ang pagaaral k...pero gagawin k laht para maaus n ang lahat ng problema k...:) at bigyan p ako ng lakas ng loob n harapin lahat ng problema hinahawakn k..

                         aun...sori guys...dito k n shinare ung takbo ng buhay k...kasi
                         gusto laht ng problem k at emotions k ..sinusulat o tinatype s ganitong website...
                         alam k dapat tinatago k lng at...alam k confidential it... pero di k n kaya itago...:(
                          aun...san maiintindihan niyo....:(  thanks for understanding..:)